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[Friday
07/25/08 at 7:41pm]
DISCLAIMER: THE FOLLOWING ARE REAL PEOPLE ALL OF WHOM I KNOW EXCEPT 3. I HAVE BLURRED THE FACES TO PROTECT THE NOT SO INNOCENT IF ANY ONE IS OFFENDED...

BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT :)

As of lately I have noticed what I consider a fad to not be going away.
(I now notice boys trying to look like Jesus and that is the new thing, but that is a whole other blog.)

The fads I want to address are both in a way sexually ambiguous.
“emo” boy hair – yes I know that to have this hair will not make you “emo” in fact I hate that word, but for you to understand what I mean I need to use that word.
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This hair is everywhere I look. I thought it would go away, but it has not.
Listen boys I want to see your face; I would like to see your eyes.
I had a friend who had this hair and on a whim went bald.
I had never noticed what beautiful eyes he had until he got rid of the hair.
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Now I guess there was a time and a place when that hair was ok, but I promise it is over rover.

I love long hair on some people but long all in the face is just not cute.
I mean do you realize you kind of look like THIS.
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ONCE AGAIN- NOT CUTE

There are so many more attractive looks to choose from. I mean you don’t have to go with the fashion, make your own fashion.
And you girls who find this uber attractive, well I will just pray for you.

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The second thing I want to address usally goes hand in hand with the prior offenders.

Tight jeans,girl jeans on boys, skinny pants, skinny jeans, the painted on look.Whatever you want to call it that is fine. What I choose to call them is-WRONG. I mean slim cut pants are fine for guys and I prefer them to big baggy ones. However when I can see the veins that are in your 'eh, legs then they are just too tight.
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Besides the fact that they usually make you look like you are walking with a stick up your rear, it can cause health issues.
One if which I am sure all you boys would be worried about.

LOW SPERM COUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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this kid just has it wrong on all the levels.

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So gentleman, let me just ask you to please take a cue from this blog and do not commit these crimes of fashion.

Truly Yours
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Deep Thought Of The Week [Thursday
05/29/08 at 11:34pm]
Always fall for someone who loves you just a little bit more than you love them.
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[Sunday
05/25/08 at 8:40pm]
So I am now here in Lake Mary, which is about 15 miles north of Orlando. I am almost all settled in, I still need to go get a few things from the store. My sister and I stayed up for most of the night Friday after I got into town. It was pissing rain so hard when I got here, so I did not even start to unpack until late Saturday morning. We ended up going to the Ikea store and spending a few hours there. I got a pretty nice dresser and had a fun time (ha) putting it all together. Tomorrow are having a few people over and going to chill out by the pool and have a mexican memorial fiesta, including quesadillas and margaritas. Looking forward to this up coming week starting the job I have and looking for another one. We already have plans for next weekend, our friend is djing at some big club in Tampa so we are going over there. I am excited for this summer, I know it is going to be swell. I still feel like I am just visiting my sister at her house and don't really feel like totally at home, but I know that will change.
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Who Nows What The Future Holds [Wednesday
04/16/08 at 8:56pm]
[ mood | confused ]

So as of today I am pretty sure I am moving to Orlando for the summer. My sister is living there and she has an extra room in her apartment,so she really wants me to. I want to as well. I think I will take one class at SCC (would take more,but dont have the money) It seems like it will be pretty easy for me to get a nanny job with the people she knows, but I don't know,I may be able to make more as a server or something. My class starts in June, but i think i will move a week after I get out here. I am almost afraid, that I am going to get down there and just like it so much,I will just want to finish my school there, I think my Mom has the same fear. I hope that while I am there that I will get to experience Orlando further then Disney. I also really hope we get to work on our music while I am there.
I don't really know what will happen and if it will all work out. It has happened SO FAST, and seems a little surreal. I am just taking this all one step at a time. One thing I know is that it seems like I will be seeing Ladytron right after I move there.

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[Saturday
03/08/08 at 11:47pm]
He has kind eyes and a great voice. I am not really sure what else he has yet, but I like him.
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Do not squander time, for that's the stuff life is made of [Wednesday
03/05/08 at 12:23am]
today i put in my resignation and 2 week notice at the daycare. i have been there for 3 years and it was a HARD decision to make, but i made it.
since september i have had a new director and I do like her alot, but i just dont feel comfortable there anymore. i love those kids so much but I drive 30 mins to get there and only get7.50hr and i get about 12 hours per week.
I sent home letters with the kids this morning and i had 2 moms talk to me with tears in their eyes telling me they "did not know how they would handle without me there"
life is a book and we have to constantly turn the pages of the book, but sometime it is a little harder to move on to the next chapter. i dont have another job as of today, but I dont feel like i can really even look for one while i am at the daycare. with school,work, and my volunteer work i just dont have time. time time time. that always seems to creep into the conversation. we have to take all the moments we are given and truly live them. we are not promised a single moments past the one we are living in right now. I am trying to get my plans for spring break finalized. I really am not sure what direction it is going to go in, but i know one thing, i am getting out of this town and going somewhere. It is not like a ever need a reason to travel, but spring break is definitely a good one. I
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WE ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS WORLD [Sunday
01/06/08 at 12:08am]
The past few days I have been trying to hold in my anger and sadness about the following situation, but it is just gotten out of hand.


If you don't know that I left large parts of my heart in Kenya then we have not talked enough and that needs to change.

Over the past few days I have been online and hearing some talk radio about the crisis that is going on in Kenya, however still I have yet to hear a single thing about it on the TV. I watch news on a regular basis and yes I could have missed it, but I doubt it.

All it seems that this spoiled brat country of ours (which I am proud to be from) cares about is: Britney, Primarys, and what load of bull Pat Robertson has been saying.

There is major unrest in the usually peaceful country of Kenya. I really cant go into it all because to tell the truth I get to hyped up about it all, but in short here it is.


Dec 27th the election for president was held. The sitting president Kibaki won by a small margin. Kenya is made up of 47 different tribes, all of which until lately, seemingly got along. The forerunner for President Odinga and his tribe have begun an uprising against President Kibaki and his tribe the Kikuyu. It does appear that the election may have been tampered with, but the reaction the Luo people have taken is not rational and will accomplish nothing. Over 300 people have been killed at this point, in a type of ethnic cleansing, which is oddly reminiscent of the start of the war in Rwanda.


I know that you hear all of this and think, so what how does this affect me and what can I do.

Well I promise it affects you a whole lot more than you know. You have to remember we are all in this thing together. As far as what you can do, right now all I can say is pray and mean it.

I hope that id does not, but it may come to a point we need to write our leaders and encourage them to stay by Kenya's side, even if it seems it is crumbling.



Also we must realize how sick and corrupt our media is.

I guess since it is just a bunch of black people killing each other AGAIN, it must not be worthy of any attention.

it sounds like a bad jok "how many deaths have to happen before it appears on the nightly news?"



here our a few websites if you would like to learn more about what is going on.



http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/in_depth/africa/2008/kenya/default.stm





http://www.spiegel.de/international/world/0,1518,526129,00.html
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[Tuesday
11/27/07 at 10:51pm]
in the next month i am going to have to make some pretty serious decisions. decisions i did not think i would need to make so suddenly.
life has been throwing some things my way and i need to figure out what i am going to do with them. i have become a bit separated from society and feel bad about it and wish to apologize, however i know it is all for the best right now.
like i said there are going to be some big decisions i need to make so, if you pray it would be great if you sent some my direction.

on another note, i am going to tally tomorrow evening to see Black Kids play. i cant wait it has been a while since i have seen Dawn and Ali and the guys.
i went and got their Rolling Stone issue yesterday. it is so out of this world. i wish them all the luck and look forward to heading to London sometime in March to be with them.

i have two test tomorrow. jajkhfjghjrgrhjnjburv thats how i feel about that.
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[Tuesday
11/06/07 at 1:07am]
GARH!!!
i can't breath through my nostrils thus only can by being a "mouth breather" which i hate. in turn it is making me unable to sleep. i think it may be from all the decongestant meds. now i will go use my nose bidet.

sniff sniff
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Thanks To Perez Hilton [Sunday
11/04/07 at 7:20pm]
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The birth of a bad boy!

Talk about foreshadowing….

In August, Shia LaBeouf told In Style magazine, “I’m a big fan of PerezHilton.com and TMZ.com. I’d hate to be on those sites, but I can’t stop reading them.”

Oops! It’s happened!

The Transformers hottie has joined the illustrious club of Hollywood stars gone wild this year.

Lindsay, Paris, Nicole, Britney and now Shia!

LaBeouf was arrested at a Walgreens in Chicago at around 2:30 a.m. Sunday morning for allegedly refusing to leave the premises.

A security guard observed Shia to be drunk and summoned police after LaBeouf refused several commands to leave the store.

And why should he??? Walgreens is where it’s at!!
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[Sunday
10/07/07 at 10:51pm]
so things right now in my life are constantly unsure. i guess that is how it is for most people, but right now mine is just getting out of hand.
i don't know, i guess i just hate this unplanned unorganized feeling i am having. the things i have had planned and organized, well those plans are just seemingly falling to pieces.
i don't have time for anyone or anything these days i feel like. i'm thankful that at least my sister and i are so close and we are getting to spend time even if it is just out riding bikes or at the gym.
i really hope that this weather starts to get nicer and nicer. at least that can give me some good feelings.
i really don't some of the thoughts that have been in my head lately. i have heard it called "stinking thinkin" i just have to realize just because something happens or does not happen, does not mean that it can change me.
I know that really doesn't make sense when i write it out, but in my head it does.

there are so many things i feel like i want to do in my life and people always tell me. you have so much time to do that stuff, but for some reason I just dont think i could never have enough time or money or whatever it takes to do all the things i want to do.

i do get peace however from certain Psalms, David looked around saw people doing well when they did not deserve it. So i know i am not alone in this type battle. i guess what i would call a battle of the mind.

what i do know is dolly parton may be one of my favorite people in the world. when i need to be cheered up, i look up videos of here and also her quotes. very smart lady.
"We cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust the sails

Storms make trees take deeper roots.

The way I see it, if you want the rainbow you gotta be willing to put up with the rain

and just because she is adorable.
As the saying goes, “That’s the great thing about a sense of humor and a sex drive, you can't wait to share it with everybody else"
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PAX-i hope it is not just a state of mind. [Friday
09/28/07 at 2:14am]
http://www.internationalcreedforpeace.co.uk/index.html


http://www.africa.upenn.edu/Articles_Gen/Letter_Birmingham.html




My father is a very good friend of this boys father. My parents pastor Victorious Life Church.
CPL JOSEPH N. LANDRY III
1983-2007

CPL Joseph N. Landry III, age 23, of Pensacola, FL passed away September 18, 2007 in Muqdadiyah, Iraq of wounds sustained when a improvised explosive device detonated near his unit during combat operations. He was assigned to the 2nd Battalion 23rd Infantry Regiment, 4th Brigade 2nd Infantry Division (Stryker Brigade Combat Team) Fort Lewis, Washington.
Joey was a wonderful man who was proud to serve his country. He was a 2002 graduate of Pine Forest High School where he was a member of JROTC. Joey joined the Army in October 2004 and was stationed in Fort Lewis, Washington.
Joey was preceded in death by his beautiful younger sister, Jessica Landry who went to be with Jesus when Joey was 6 years old; his grandfather, Joseph N. Landry Sr. who also served his country; great grandmother, Mazzie Ellis whom he admired greatly; a very special uncle, Will Morgan.
Joey is survived by his parents, Joseph and Karen Landry; his best friend and brother, Christoper (Chris) Landry; "adopted" brothers, Clint and Jacob Entinger; paternal grandmother, Anna Mae Landy; maternal grandparents, Alvin and Joyce Ellis; paternal great grandmother, Carmella Favalora; aunts and uncles, Cindy and Bill Glesmer, Tommy and Elaine Landry, Denise Morgan, Bill Ellis, Sharon Boyd, Linda and Roger McCaleb; cousins, Christy, Ray, Shylo, Bucky, Sammy, T.J., Nathan, Hannah and Nico; many great uncles, aunts, 2nd and 3rd cousins and friends. A very special room mate at Fort Lewis, Sargeant Touie; his fellow soldiers especially soldiers with 2nd Battalion, 23rd Infantry Regiment, 4th Brigade 2nd Infantry Division (Stryker Brigade Combat Team), Fort Lewis, Washington; close neighbors, Susan and Joe Leonard, Abdul and family.
Joey's favorite pastime when home on leave was playing video games with Chris, Clint, Jake and Caleb.
Joey came from a long line of family who served their country including his father, Joe Landry; his grandfathers, Joseph Landry, Sr., Alvin Ellis; great grandfather, Paul Ellis; uncles, Charles Ellis, Byron Dalton, James Ellis, Maynard Nighbert, Felix Favalora, Bill Ellis, Jim Sanders, Tom Landry, Stanley Favalora, Leon Landry, Joseph Favalora; cousins, James Nighbert, Cody Ellis and Gary Ellis who died while serving his country.
A special thanks to SFC Guy Skipper, Albertsons 4441, BlueLinx and many neighbors, family and friends for making this hard time a little easier to bear. Thank you to Cody Ellis for escorting our son home. To Little Flock Primitive Church and Victorous Life Church, your care packages touched many soldiers. Joey was so impressed with your generous hearts.
Funeral services will be held on 10:00 a.m. Friday, September 28, 2007 at Faith Chapel Funeral Home North-Cantonment with Elder Charles Ellis and Elder Jim Sanders officiating.
Interment will follow at Little Flock Cemetery.
The family will receive friends at the funeral home on Thursday, September 27, 2007 from 6:00 pm until 8:00 pm.
We will miss you greatly but we know you are safe in God's hands and the five of us will be together one day.
Stand down soldier your mission is complete.
FAITH CHAPEL FUNERAL HOME North 1000 Highway 29 South Cantonment is in charge of arrangements.


Published in the Pensacola News Journal from 9/26/2007 - 9/27/2007.
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[Tuesday
09/11/07 at 4:05pm]
so my best friend and also some other friends of mine are about to become rock stars. really they have been rock stars the whole time it is just now everyone else is finding out. they are being flown out to London on Thursday to speak to a management team. anyway check out myspace.com/blackkidsrock

i was there when they recorded the LP and it does not do justice, I hope they get it redone.
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[Wednesday
08/15/07 at 12:54am]
my mom is so adorable. over the weekend "the hills" had like a marathon. anyway we watched some of it together and i got her caught up and last night she watched the season premier. she likes it a lot.
i love her bunches.
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[Monday
08/13/07 at 10:59pm]
is it possible that two people who have never met can write 2 separate songs that are very much alike. i guess there is nothing new under the sun. i wrote a song a little over a year ago and well there is now this song out that is eerily reminiscent of mine. this song is not from a "big" artist but I heard her on Vh1 you outta know and i about shat my self. i guess we are just 2 girls who went through similar situations.
but it still is really odd.
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[Sunday
08/05/07 at 12:23am]
my sister is moving home in september. hellsyes!
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Live Learn Life Love Die Dust Gone [Thursday
08/02/07 at 2:51am]
I have had my heart broken more times and in more ways then most people will ever know, but i have found it is more resilient then i would have ever thought.
and no i am not only talking about the tomfoolery that goes on between people in a "relationship" i am speaking of all types of relationships.
there are certain things i have found in life to be constant: of course there is God, i will never palter on that, but also there is change and the fact that people will always let you down.
i have found in my life as soon as i begin to esteem someone, not long after do i find that they let me down. now this is not always the case. at times you may know from the initiation of a relationship that they are going to disappoint, yet still pursue it.
others sadly, you would have not thought in a million years would let you down. but they do.
this is not a new revelation i have came to, but in recent months people i care for have exacerbated this jaded idea i have in my head.
i don't say all this to try and victimize people or to hold myself in higher regard. i say this because sometimes when taking liquid Loratab at 3 in the morning and it does not help, well it can get to you, but also because it is a truth.
and even though there have came people in and out of my life i may still at times wonder.

could i have been the one to help them
could they have been the one to help me
was he really the one i will always love
do they realize how much i have to give

i would hope that most people ask themselves those questions, but i fear they don't. as time passes i will be able to look back at my life and say "nicole, you loved people ,and yes that sometime was your downfall,but it was always your strength"
i may not always look at life that way and you may even here me say "i hate people" but when it comes down to the root of things people are where you find what matters. not in cars,not in money, not in things.People.

OK this is starting to sound preachy and this is not AT ALL what i wanted it to be so i will end with a few quotes that i love and think apply to this rambling post of mine.


"I see each person who comes into my life as an opportunity to learn something about human nature, and myself. Each person has a lesson to teach me. I try to learn."
"Sticks and stones are hard on bones Aimed with angry art,Words can sting like anything,but silence breaks the heart"
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy"
"It is easier to love humanity as a whole than to love ones neighbor"
"Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those for whom love still heals, even though they've been hurt before."
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."

loveandallthegoodstuf
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[Saturday
07/21/07 at 2:46am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

i hate that i have been having this weird twinging pain in my stomach lately. i mean i have always had a sensitive stomach, but man this is getting out of hand.

Hairspray was great and lived up to one of my favorite childhood films, the original hairspray.
anywho not much that seems adequate to say here.
hmm....
people rarely surprise me anymore, i feel like they are always going to let you down in one way or another."nothing new under the sun"
I really am sick of people saying one thing and then doing nothing.
Still, life is beautiful and in December I am going to London and paris for a week and new years with 3 of my best friends in the world.
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Also,people who have been recently
AKA Sayree and Pey(SHIT,I AINT TALKED TO YOU SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN HOME)
I need to talk to you in regards to my trip once it gets closer. such as travelcards, tube.ect.....


das Ende

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most random entry ever. [Tuesday
07/03/07 at 12:37am]
this page is amazing and just keeps on giving.
http://pown.alluc.org/
i came across this first
http://pown.alluc.org/211.swf
and then this
http://pown.alluc.org/?uid=563



oh the depths of the interweb
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here is the video i made for fathers day. [Wednesday
06/20/07 at 3:26pm]
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